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Thu Jul 9, 2009, 2:57 PM
I want to cut my wrists but the pain is only fictional. If that’s the case then why does it hurt so much? I can quote sad song lyrics, but it won’t go away. I can cry and let it all out, but that doesn’t mean it will go or I’ll forget. I can try to reassure myself that it didn’t happen, think of other possible scenarios to prevent this fictitious reality, but I just can’t accept what happened.

I’ll just wait for the urge to pass.

Edit: For now, I feel better. Let's hope it's no worse by ten pm tomorrow.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: You Always Say Goodnight, Goodnight - TJT
  • Reading: Janto
  • Watching: Torchwood
  • Playing: Too numb.
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: England, Crewe
  • Interests: Slash dominates my life. Also rock music, yaoi, computers, animé, manga, writing.. Lotsa stuff!
  • Favourite movie: Harry Potters, Phantom Of The Opera, Alexander, Brokeback Mountain, Final Fantasy VII, Hercules...
  • Favourite band or musician: Kill Hannah, The Juliana Theory, My Chemical Romance, HIM, Emanuel, PATD, TAI, Cobra...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock. Anything within that genre is good, mostly.
  • Favourite artist: Mark Ryden. (Hehe) More I can't think of...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me! (Sorry) JK Rowling, people who write yaoi, manga authors, fanfiction writers
  • Favourite photographer: I don't know much about photograhpy...
  • Favourite style of art: Gothic art, I think
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium 64bit
  • MP3 player of choice: 80GB Video iPod Classic
  • Shell of choice: Big black one that blocks the sun
  • Wallpaper of choice: Doesn't matter as long as it's covered in posters
  • Skin of choice: Mine. Someone nice.
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, FF7, Harry Potter 1,2+3 for PC, Sonic, The Sims 2, Grand Theft Auto!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Depends entirely on the game. Like for the Sims, it HAS to be the computer.
  • Favourite cartoon character: L. And Soubi, I think.
  • Personal Quote: You fail.
  • Tools of the Trade: My Nokia E90 Communicator phone - couldn't live without it!

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Comments


i just bought the first two records of Emanuel yesterday. be proud.
i love white flag (not reprise) and cotton mouth.
the first record is amazing. tehe.

karina's in love with indie screamo (yay)

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"taking back every step towards you
still failing at everything i do
in the meantime just talking with my shoes,
conversing with my converses"

future says: 'Run'
Oh wow! That's so cool! I'm really glad you like them. There are some great songs. :D :D

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Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves...
tehe, i know!

(yay)

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"taking back every step towards you
still failing at everything i do
in the meantime just talking with my shoes,
conversing with my converses"

future says: 'Run'
please.. i need vivi...i must no...
will victors parents ever find out about the cutting and gayness? i mean srsly they are very oblivious. and will greg eventually beat up the chavs/stun them with brainpower?!?!?!?!
does victor ever find out what shounen-ai is and finally get mrs.vandertramps question???????
Wow, that gave me a lot to think about!

Greg isn't a particularaly violent person, as you will find out if I can continue the story. I'm not sure if Victor's parents will find out before the end of the story, but he might tell them years later. I'm pretty sure he's googled shounen-ai before as well. I need to continue this story, damnit! Chapter 15 is itching to be posted...

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Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves...
THEN POST! follow the will of the story! (wow that was corny) but really i mean please please please PLEASE post ch 15...you can only reread so many times...
I'm trying to start chapter sixteen! I'll have a look at it now and see if I can start it. But it really does want posting...

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Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves...
well im sure youll get around to it eventually. ill just have to wait patiently...
oh my dear lord :O supernatural!!!!!


was... amazing... but... very... VERY... scary! :L


owah them two are so hot XD

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TABZ!
Mmm, they're gorgeous! Yeah, what the hell is gonna happen next?? I always knew Ruby was evil!

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Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves...

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